The ***** And Famous - Spank Lyrics
I don't remember the first timeBut I think I'll surviveProbably there not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it aliveThere's specific thingsThat I have to doDay to day just to keep it at bayYou wouldn't believe if you knew([TOM:] Oh no, this isn't real [x2])He doesn't know the secretHere is the best partThis is going to take meRight back to the startIf I can keep itIf it set in mindWait until it setsCome try it a second timeI don't remember the first time,But I think I'll surviveProbably there not to try to wake up because it feeds 'gain keeps it alive([TOM:] Oh no, this isn't real)([ALISSA:] Yeah)He doesn't know the secretHere is the best partThis is going to take meRight back to the startIf I can keep itIf it set in mindWait until it setsCome try it a second timeI can feel it moveUp into my headIt is [?]Panic in my headI feel it coming allTaking over viewOh please not tonightThere's nothing I can doThis is bigger than meThis is in my fearThis is paedophiliaI just disappearSwears are falling from meSwallow up insideSail [?]Won't make this upsideI can barely handleI can hypothesiseSailing through the curtainsOff into the skyWhere there is noDepth perceptionKeep preoccupiedSelf deceptionNobody recognizesIt doesn't have a nameMy brother is infectedHe's acting just the sameScreaming like a sirenUp and down the hallHe just wants to stop itHe wants to end it allI am just a childI am nothing moreThere are no basic functionsI am running forI could run a mileMy distortionEverything isDisproportionedSwallow [?] breakAll is back againEverything is closerMore is just the sameAnd I can hear itIt is raining mindI will just forget this'til next time