Backjumper - Not Today Lyrics
A thought of you that often grows in my dreamsAs years pass on I can't divide myself from what I've doneI should start everything all over againJust open my eyes and separate me from thisBut the burden is framed within me, eternallyWith the same consciousnessOf what I decided to keep to go onIt's all I ever knownPouring my ink to fill it, my inner bookI got blank pages onAnd going on is painful as looking backUnderstanding what I left someday somehowLooking at the scars that still burnsHow I wish it was all that easyBringing solace deeply, how I wish I couldThe rain keeps falling on these streetsAs tears that cover my face with regretThat help retrieving the letters I can't forgetMotionless I poseAccepting the mobility of reasonIt's a selfish prisonYou know, I fall into the void of weaknessThe reason whyThey hold on saying (they say you learn everyday)I rather say (that I don't feel like growing up today)Still picking up the piecesOf times where I was down againMake them a part of myselfI'll rebuild meWhile days areStanding stillI'm getting through themI'll rebuild me
