Sha Stimuli - Homeless Lyrics
(Hook)I used to feel hopeless, then I got focusedOnce my dude Focus, said rap like you homelessHe said, rap like you homelessHe said, rap like you homelessI said, I'ma try(Verse)Look, now I lay me down to sleepI pray the Lord my soul to keepAnd if I die before I wakeI'm thankful I have food to eatA place to stay, and in the winter there was heatAnd I had garments I could wear, shoes or snickers for my feetI didn't starve, wasn't touchedWasn't bad, wasn't beatI'm not a cripple, not retardedLook ,before I get to deep , I'm just sayingSee I'm just saying that I'm blessedBut being blessed don't make me weakAnd my success is not contingent or possessive when I speakIt's for a place, where the kids gotta pour for their eyesTo have a beverage ,'cause they dead and all they want is supplyThe expectancy of life, is around 35 in my hoodBut in some countries, it's an honor to dieIt's from a place where you struggle and the curtain is your table clothYour kitchen is your dining room ,they keep cutting the cable offThis is where my verses get dangerous, and the safety's offRiddle with regret and we stressing out from the days we lostOr we dealing with a crazy boss, stuck on a lazy courseA tired hand, pray to talkRealized that what I called hard living, was barely softUnsunk maybe, but that was the way I came acrossNow when I be playing Ross I don't feel stupidUsed to think it's unfair that I do spirit moving musicUsed to lose it, but you choose it'Cause you it's proven that the truth is still the food you should consumeI'm mixing humor with the tutoring allI bring you pain like it's a tumor, or a rumorBut I rap it like for half my life I live without a roomIt's like a Michael took flight, and started walking on the moonI walk out reaching for the sun, so I could talk with all the goonsAnd you could see what I invision, picture sitting in the parkTryin' to make a living moving white after darkIf steppin' on a crack can break your mother's backImagine, instead of stepping you sellin, you'd break her heart(Hook)I used to feel hopeless, then I got focusedOnce my dude Focus, said rap like you homelessHe said, rap like you homelessHe said, rap like you homeless(Verse)My words come together so ill, I deserve sentencingWords coming together, that's a sentence with an exclamation point'Cause a period means an endingAnd I'm far from being finished, they spitting on my head hemorrhagingIt's evident, I never been hesitant when I represent myself in the creatorI'm heaven sent, got no benefitsSo when I said I'm sick with the flowAlthough I need medicine at timesAll I had was these rhymes, see I was negligentA 9 to 5 is how you survive, my dude's is pedalentMy mother was my hero, or better yet my heroineThe weather's been, stormy malevolentAnd the present tense is all I focus on that's my emphasisTo remember that sentence, that I was mentioningJust know I never fail lookBefore I go to jail, I would probably grow a tailAnd get a part with my name , in the back of my headThey only praise how you rap when you're deadBut so what?I rhyme with no pot to piss inMy dollar mission is not consistentMy obvious opposition is poverty, I'm efficient I promiseMy competition is not who you like to listen toI just think my position is loving the life I'm livingThe industry, they cannot control meMy path ain't been rozey, my facebook status is holyThat's half of the story, I'm mad you don't knowI'm happy you owe me, I laugh when I'm lonelyI'm mad new genovli I'm going leftHolding my breath, let my soul interjectEvery line, every time that I show you my deathAll that you know, you should know that I know I'm the bestIt's like I'm closer to death when I gave a hole in my chestAnd a microphone in my face I don't know what you rapWith every month I been consistent you should show me respectDoubt me, and you defeat yourselfI love the new me, every day I meet myselfI battle mirrors ,try to beat myselfYou wanna make me history ,well history repeats itselfLike shyStimuli the greatestYou can't rate it on a scale of 1 to 10 he's 16Used to write 16 to sound like he was homeless at 16What I offer is authentic , there's no denyYou rappin to buy an auto, I'm rappin' my auto bio